I don’t like to share sadness but this is the reality of cancer. It breaks you down to pieces. This is the only video I shared of myself crying (there is plenty of unrecorded crying times.)

32 days since treatment and the effect of chemo tore me apart. My body became so frail and weak. I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t walk. Every inch of my body is sore. I started stuttering when I talk.

When people asked me what was the hardest going through cancer.
This was the most challenging moments going through cancer.

It is this moment in this video. Seeing my mum walks faster than me. It shouldn’t be this way, I should be the one looking after her, not the other way around.

I don’t mind facing physical pain, but seeing the emotional pain of putting my mum through this was heartbreaking for me.